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*{ r a v e n }*

RAVen
BLOODclan
ELITEguard
MAle
NINETEENmoons

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so, you want to know what i'm like? well darling, tell me where to start. my name is raven, obviously. i love to point out the obvious and i find alot of amusement in making a fool of those around me by making my higher intelligence known. does that make me ignorant? perhaps. would i admit to having flaws? of course not. i am flawless in my opinion, and i am openly okay to admitting to that. i am much like a raven in my decietful ways, and bird like grace.

so why do you want to know my persona? is this some deep setted self esteem issue of yours? or are you just nosy? hm. at any rate i am arrogant, if you have not already reached that conclusion. i am vain, needy, sort of clingy. i'm definately over-protective, and i'll stab you in the back the first chance i get. so watch out. befriend me if you wish but don't expect alot of affection, i don't give it out easy. perhaps i am in denial, but alas, i shall never fall in love, i shall never be more than a one night stand to anyone. love is for the weak, and i am not weak.

my temper is probably a bit to rough at times, and am unbearable to argue with. i have a sharp tongue and am very renknowned for hurting other's feelings. accidentally sometimes, of course, we both know that accidents never happen. everything occurs for a reason, and just maybe i'm creating enemies to come back and haunt me later.

i break the rules, ironic, isn't it? i don't obey, i'm an untamable force, like the sea, like the wind. i won't be bound by clan laws, i won't allow myself to sink to the levels the clans did. ot's just not right. they don't make sense to me, why let one cat lead when you can lead yourself?

i have two personalities...yes i'm insane. there is rayne, my other half, and i, raven. strange, aren't i? you still love me? i'm mixed. i talk to myself...or rayne, though, from the outside he looks simply like me. he is me. and i am him. it's an everlasting cycle of insanity that will never die.

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i am well, quiet bluntly, black. dark black, jet black, atomatic black. black, black, black. well, actually, it's closer to a greenish black colour. abyssless colour really, empty, ugly, harsh and all at once so beautifully perfect. as am i. i have lost much, but i suppose i should count my blessings, my heart still beats. it's probably the shade of my pelt at this point.

i am small in stature, very small, and feeble looking. my claws, like others, are reinforced which makes up for my small size. i am lithe, despite being rather weak. which is the reality of it. i am very weak, and it's unfortunate but i can deal with it. what's that doll? it's all about personality.

my eyes are endless depths of madness. they are coloured a deep violet green colour which sounds like an abolination, but is rather beautifully unique. you see, i was the blunt end of the litter, my mom was my aunt, my father my uncle, if you understand what i'm saying.

i am very blessed to not have an extra leg, be blind, or all of the above. i suppose by now you are wonderring what my flaw is? after all, no one's perfect. i am half deaf, half blind, and small. three flaws that almost cripple me useless. but i suppose with enough willpower anyone can be great.

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so i guess i better find the beginning. i was originally named myst, a rather dull name, that was soon changed to raven when i found out that my parents were siblings and had inbred to have the litter i was born into. such things make one want to forget their family. and i do want to forget them with every fiber of my being. i want to forget. i want everything to be gone, all the memories, the images of them together, it's wrong...so very very wrong.

i hate them. i hate them all. i hate myself because of my cursed lineage. siblings, my parents are my aunts, my uncles, my siblings are my cousins. it's a mess. it's such a terrible terrible mess. this is how rayne developed i fear. my other half. must i explain everything?

he is the perfect side of me, he's everything i'm not. rayne is...well, he's all that's got me though my past. and telling you this tale is just as difficult. rayne was given his name by gorsetail, a windclan queen, who shelterred me for the first ten moons of my life. she caught me talking to him and asked me if i was talking to rayne. it just stuck.

my parent's ran off together after their second litter, a litter that i took care of...and not in a good way. they were burried that same day they were born. i simply could not live with having more devil children around. rayne told me too, it's his fault, i killed them. and now i reside in bloodclan. with rayne.

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